Thrown Away (Original) Lyrics

I am a mess
I made a huge mess
I can't control myself

I kill the rhyme again
I'm coming sick and on time again 
Words maifest from deep inside where people hide within 
It's chemical 
Unbalanced on the triple beam (what?)
Fuck what you heard 
It's about what i seen
I seen it happen back 
Hand and brand to face smackin
Definite disorder now his mindest is blackened
The docotors say he got the brain of a murderer 
This rugged style steals you brain 

And my heart is bleeding
And this pain it will not pass 
Its not receding 
And my body going numb 
A bad trip child 
Rolling stoned 
Keeping high
He don't know what he's doing 
He just keep getting by 
Thrown away
I wanna be 
Thrown away 

He's born sick 
Nothing in his hands but his dick
He couldn't handle pressure 
He couldn't handle shit 
For the life he was leading 
Lead him down the wrong path 
Where guns blast
Don't give a shit about the God's wrath 
Don't want to talk to the couselor Doctor
Tell em whats real 
To tell em whats proper
Situation unclear I pray
And i know it gets worse everyday

And my heart is bleeding
And this pain it will not pass 
Its not receding 
And my body going numb 
A bad trip child 
Rolling stoned 
Keeping high
He don't know what he's doing 
He just keep getting by away
Thrown away
I want to be 
Thrown away 

I am a mess
I've made a huge mess
I can't control myself 

I'm losing it 
I've lost it
I've spilt all my marbles

Cause i see you 
Inside of me 
Sometimes i want 
To be thrown away
Cause i see you
Inside of me
Sometimes i want
To be thrown away
A hyper spaz
And that is me
Sometimes i want
To be thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away
Thrown away

(voices in my head)
(voices in my head)
Don't tell me
To do it cause i will (voices in my head)
Now
(voices in my head)
Don't tell me
To do it cause i will (voices in my head)
Now
(voices in my head)

They're screaming
They're screaming
They're screaming